8 Day Ache

i am on day 8 of an 8 day strech, and man am i ready to be off work!!!! i will be going to me bros house somewhere in west little rock for a visit. that will be cool. he and his wife and new litle girl have mooved to the big city. i will have to start calling them "the tribe of the north" yuk yuk! well, it treatment time and those lucky folks are playing my song. woke up.......got outta bed...............

midnight chat

its about 2am here in mcgehee, ar. i am still awake and i wish i was deep asleep. maybe i should just try harder. is that the answer? can u try "harder" to go to sleep? should i talk meds? benadryl makes my nose bleed after 2 doses. really drys me out. the problem is that i get "the partys over syndrom" . like i hate the end of the night. should be something else going on. im too tired to go out and chat with the night crew but i stay awake here in my room. hospital rooms are so depressing. ehh maybe im just sleepy.

lost in texas

today is my first day back at work after my trip to texas. not so happy to be at work, but very glad to be back home. i do enjoy being with my friends from long ago. they are of course still great friends, the kind that last a lifetime. my thanks to my buddy chris and his wife leah(sp). they made me feel right at home, and she whipped up a chicken pot pie in two seconds that made me want to shout. good stuff. so every time i go away i get this feeling of appreciation for home that i didnt quite have before. maybe this is just me being a bit road weary but i really felt happy and relaxed in my chair. watching tv with my son sitting on the arm of the recliner or in my lap. talking to him, listening to him talk to me. what a wonderful little man he is, and how great it is for us to be home. happy with friends, happiest at home with my son. good all over.