what to do, what to do......

life always seems to give us choices. some times its between the lesser of two evils, but hey, what do ya want. i would like to think that i have better than that to choose from. latley my thoughts have been about vehicles. (not exactly life or death, i know but again, what do ya want) toyota seems to be the winner, but witch one. tacoma, or tundra. with gas as high as it is, neither is a slam dunk. i do think that either would be a good bet. room for gas mileage. double cab, xtra cab, single cab and a bed cover, there are lots of things to think about. i dont have as many ppl to carry around, but man it would be nice to have all that room. my sister drives a rav4. nice, but a bit cramped. i want a truck type ride. maybe something like the rav4 but bigger. seems to be like trying on a tux,.... get it measured or things will be damn uncomfortable. lol well im off to internet research hell . ................................................Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end

my grandmother died today. she was a sweet little lady, a lady who just mad me smile. in all of my 36 years i have no negative memories of her, not one. she died in her chair in front of her tv, no doubt watching and being happy. there was a pitcure of my father,as a little boy, sitting on the tv that hadent been there the day before. this makes a bittersweet smile come to my face. thinking of her in her last moments. looking at my dads young face, thinking of her life ,and peacefully sliping into sleep. i cant say how proud i am of this idea. it's just how i imagined she would go and finally meet her maker. I LOVE YOU Mimi !!! see ya later:)