i am marc's twisted friday night

this ,im afraid, is the nicest vehicle i have ever had. a soar wrist and a small airbag burn and i walked away. i got really close to an 18 wheeler. if it would have been a fist fight, he would have won. as is was .....he won. yeah for me!!!

living 12hrs @ a time

my life seems to be lived 12 hrs at a time. untill recently i didnt remember much about my off days. i met a girl and she brought sunshine for a while. after that was ended (all too wastfully) i have been moving. lots of things to do. lots of things to arange. i have also been helping my parents with some painting, they have decided to parcialy remodel thier living room. we will be putting down pergo flooring next week. this , me thinks, will be a tricksy. all in all these last few off days have left me phsically tired. i am normally mentaly exausted, what a big change! anyway i cant seem to shake the feeling that im missing something really good in my life. my son and i have gotten closer, and continue to do so the more he can comunicate with me. this brings me joy beyond the bounds of human expression. i still get to have my ex wifes kids over, they still want to come! this dosent sound like a man who is missing alot, and i dont think the word alot is a good one to use for my situation. there is something that is really key to bring this trek full circle. im sure its the problem ive had for ever. ehh, i have a feeling that it will all be ok. i wont stop living , well , not over this. :)

where does it all come from

man i didnt know there could be so much .......stuff! where does it all come from? did i move it in here? ...... i must have. why is there just as much when i come back to get another load. does it grow over night? if it does then i will hate to see what it will be like after a weekend in mcgehee !
if u guys hear someones scream echoing out through the wilderness,......that wil be me when i get back to the old house today. think of me wont you.....lol

life by the drop

i am close to being in my new apartment. this place is cool! i am trying to get things put in without buying too much new stuff. i need some end tables and a lamp or two. something to put my components on. i will have a few more things to get still. i keep on finding that i am missing one little thing here or that thing that i ment to get last month. eh, its moving .

Ready To Go

So I'm still just as good and stoked about the apartment, and even though I will be totally broke for the first month, I just cant wait to get in there. I'm sure I sound like a goof but I think I will really enjoy time at home with my little boy watching a movie or just talking. I missed him last night. Not much of a party animal anymore huh. I don't even miss it. I'm in kind of a different mood this morning. Not bad or anything. Ready to get to the job of moving, I guess. My room mate is moving right after me to his new place. So we will get double duty I'm sure . This is also when that truck I just had to have will earn its keep. I will have to take the bed cover off but it will be worth it not to have to run someone down for their truck. Just now I looked over my post and MAN I have put a lot more thought into this than I accualy typed. I know I'm an idiot!!!
by the way is it me or is the time waaaaaaaay off on blogger?

AAAAHHHHHHHHHH Yea!!!!!

I , after 35 years, am about to move into my first apartment, alone. LOL I feel like a kid. Like im gone get a new tree house. How funny is that. My son and I are going to live there and it is gone kick ass, bigtime!!!!! We have been living in a house on main street that can be described as adequate at best. The roof didn't leak and the rent was cheap . We really needed a place so it was cool . A good friend had moved in there and offered us his spare room. Hell of friend huh !!! It has been a good long while now and we have both grown to need our own places. Different than the little main street house. And the best part of it is, we are still good friends. My son caden and I are going to be happy here . im sure that it will take a bit of getting use to (second floor) but we will, and we'll love it!!!