Busy in the delta

Man it got busy over here in mcgehee all the sudden like. One minute I was asleep the next I was in a code. I don't really like that kind of jolt. Who would though. But as usual I just go into code mode and do my stuff. Now that the fireworks are over I tried to eat. Eating is more trouble than its worth. I always go at least a little too far and that's super easy to do. Then im too full and miserable, just like before the surgery only with about a cup of food instead of a gallon. Yuck. Well im off to work some more.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUCK

and i dont mean charley brown. so, happy birthday to you again and i am happy to be able to share part of the day with you and our other friends. it will be fun. !!!!!

nota lota things to say

one might ask why post if you dont really have anything to say. well, i guess thats a good question with a reasonable answer, it is theraputic. it is to me anyway. i could understand if someone else found it hard to sit through, lol. i have a normal life, to me its normal, where things dont always work out like i want them to. it dosent seem that things balance in that area very well. i guess that is the way everyone feels. i dont have it bad or anything but this isint the way i would write the script of my life if i had the reins of some big cosmic typewriter. i have one son, he and i are two peas in a pod. i couldnt have it anyother way. i have three other kids that are my ex's. the oldest two live here in the same town. they come over often. i like for them to come (when its is of their own accord), we, i for sure, feel better around oneanother. its more like home. i know this wont last forever so i soak it up as best i can. i am missing a major ingredient though. i dont have a companion. i would love to meet the woman of my dreams and ride off into the sunset, however, i would be happy with someone i liked and trusted, who wanted to be with me too. i would like this asap,BUT, i dont want it "at any cost". this is something i have beaten down but not quite knocked out. ......im getten there,lol. till then i have great friends(when i get to see them) and everything will be alright, ..............................................................right?
well, hows that for not having much to say!!! :)

Have You Ever...or...Vacation Dreamin'

Felt kinda disjointed , I feel like I don't have enough firm footing. Its not the same as I felt last time. That was more lack of control. I do feel like I need to steer my life myself but that's not me being a control freak I don't guess, LOL. I just think it would be cool to be on my way somewhere. I suppose I am on my way to get back to my kids and back to my house, .....Back to my comfort zone. I would like to expand that zone. ehh it just aint happenin now. I guess I might as well relax. Might as well. So , im looking forward to some upcoming time away from work. That will be good. Might even have a bit of company, that would rock. Trip's are always cooler when you have a rider! Who knows? Going to slide up to Fayetteville,AR for the Holland brothers annual crayfish Boil. They have lotsa great food and their band plays and everybody has a good year, everybody lets their hair down . . . I have been unable to get there ,even when I was in Fayetteville, for several years. Maybe this time it will be better. A brother can dream cant he?

Lets Get Funky and Start the Revolution

So yesterday I was starting a funk CD. This is a quite a job for me I put a lot of time in on this kind of thing. What songs, what order, you know flow and mood etc. Well I got an two great ideas from stoky and it is starting to really take shape. I have a first draft in my truck now, not the finished product though. However my ride has been chuggin' round Cossett like the soul train so I cant imagine how I will feel when it is a done deal. mooooohooooooohahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa. So anyway, I will keep an update going of my resurgence of CD making!!!

The start of something long

This is the first day in a long strech. I will log 7 days straight before IM finished. It really isn't as bad as it sounds, but I still hate it. I have had time lately to play with my son a lot. He surprises me every time he is such a powerhouse of sparking energy. I love this boy with all my heart, and these times, just the two of us, playing jumping around on the bed, being son and daddy together. I honestly cant seem to find words to adequately express the joy, love, appreciation, and deep rooted need for this little boy. He is just absolutely my everything. And I miss him right now.

man blogger is slow

i finally decided on what it i hope a better pic (when compressed down). so i guess it will update? if anyone has a pic of my site like bursttransmission, will it update that one too?.

Earthquake

i have to say that the new sub/amp combo is much better than i had hoped. i got the new beck from stacey and it is cool . beck is always better with basssssss. life i have found, is in high gear. i cant get my arms on the wheel sometimes, it seems. no time to do anything. my work scheduele is relentless. the only thing worse than that would be too much time off with noone to spend it with. hummm, i guess i will stick to making money with my time. what a cycle!

Day 2

this is the a good day i went with a friend to eldorado to get ready for school there. i dont miss the school thing. i kept thinking think god i was done with that. i am soooooo glad! there is one more step that i can take in rt that would be benifical to me here in crossett, that will be waiting.
well i also have one thing to say about the new OS thing. ubuntu still trying to get it to make me happy. it works just like it should, just not like windows. this is ok im still thinking on it:)

Guess I Shoulda Known

missed out on a whole days worth of pay on this last check, guess i shoulda known
didnt get my new hard drive in yet, guess i shoulda known
im really very tired after these last seven days, guess i shoulda expected
at least i am still friends with my coolest new friend, guess i shoulda, did know.
could be worse!

Hello Blog Its Been A While......

Man has it really been this long sense I blogged? YIKES!!! I tried to say the other day that I wanted to keep up at least 6 posts a week. Man, im slackin.
so , in honor of my sites new look I got on several websites and listened to an hours worth of pulp fiction wavs and downloads. I had a blast. I will be buying a DVD copy of the movie soon. I still have my video store "previously viewed" vhs tape. I have lotsa stuff to say, some of it too private to share on such a public forum ( doesn't that suck ). Well, I guess ill talk about me music. I am , to say the least, a music lover. Some might say music fanatic, and still other might say, who cares about him or his music that guys an asshole. ( I don't like those ppl) movin on......
so I have been thinking about the music that comes out of my truck speakers. This is not on par with what I've become accustom to. well, last week i purchased four polk audio 5x7s (factory replacements) for both the front and rear doors of my ford f150 supercrew. i put the front speakers in and the first thing i noticed was that i lost all the bass that the factory speakers carried. now in defence of the polks, they arent supposed to produce this sound but DAMN. i didnt put in the rears just yet. i ordered these from crutchfield.com . i never order from there but these were on sale, and they send u all the "stuff" to get them hooked up. i guess the reason i didnt hook up the rears is because they only sent one set of free factory wiring haenesses. i called to tell them and they sent another set out to me free. i liked that! now then, i have no bass and that hurts my feelings right? so i start lookin on ebay to try to find the perfect thing and do i ever. i found a MTX Thunderform. with a 10" sub, shaped perfectly to fit my truck!!!!! Yaaaaa! and a rockford fosgate amp to match it perfectly. got it all for $348.50, S&H includded!!!
cant wait to put those bad boys in. my brother(to give credit where credit is due) combed over ebay too and found the amp. he also pointed out that if i wanted to get a better speaker, last years top of the line entry level sub is cheep on ebay. even more crank power. mooohooohahahaaaaa! trying to be good!!!! everything should be here middle of next week, i hope, and its all going in asap. gotta have my sound.
i cant seem to keep my eyes open, this is the best part of my job here in mcgehee. im not @ work, im on call and its perfectly ok for me to go away from the hospital or to go to my room and crash out. so right now im going down like a value jet. ill post more later...........