Thursday, February 10, 2005

r a m b l i n' , im a ramblin guy...

last night , well, this morning when i wrote that last bit i was quite drunk. i do like to drink but i really dont have much time to. i have been more latly but this is just a thing. i dont look to be able to for ever. i dont want it in my way when i have the kids. and speaking of having the kids my youngest caden has taken to asking me to feed him latly. this seemed to be silly at first but i have to admit that i like to do it. i dont want him to loose his independance, but i dont think he will. i am happy for him to grow up but i dont want it to happen too fast. if i had someone to have another with, i would love to. i always saw myselfwith three kids and for a while i had four. i still have them , well, sort of. raegan lives with her dad for now. when , if , she moves back with her mom i hope to get her on work days like i get the others. im sure i will. these two off days have been good. i was even able to sleep in today. its been a long time for that trick. anyway, to all my friends who read this blog, thanks for being interested! i will be fine. i am not one of those that cant be spoken to so if you seen that im going off the deep end or something feel free to mention it but for now im ok. we should all try to think of a time to get together and grill or something. some weekend im in crossett. maybe ill try to get a day off and we could do it over here. my house isint a palace but i could try to knock the dust off so it would be acceptable. lol. anyway. food for thought.

2 Comments:

Blogger ginger said...

Let us know when the par-tay is :)

4:01 PM  
Blogger fairygirl701 said...

Yeah, yeah, sounds good!!

6:48 PM  

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