Oh, What a Day.
late december back in '63. oh sorry .... i find myself trailing off into musical escapism. ok so today i worked my ass off. no ass left. yeah right i should be so lucky... haa haa. ppl were really sick today. "checking" out kind of sick. i dont feel as much now days as i use to about death and dying. i guess i have learned that there is a far better place we go, than where we are now, and most of the ppl i work on who do pass away arent living very "well" lives. there are ppl i work with that just have seasonal alergies, there is also the other end of the spectrum. some of my little folks are barly hanging on to life. some today fell. some i worked with today will fall soon. not all of them are old. what are you gonna do, everyone has to face death. i hope i get to see my kids grow up and go through life experiences, falling in love, haveing children;maybe feeling that love and happieness again myself someday, well before i die.
i sit and listen to music here at the computer quite a bit. tonight i have enjoied a hit list of favorites. REM everybody hurts. ambrosia, your the only woman(a super fav). james taylor & jd souther, her town too(another super fav) jd souther also wrote for the eagles. willie nelson, always on my mind. i relax and think aout my life and loves. my ex, she isint a bad woman, just not right for me. i am ok with this. ready to move on. looking for the quality the level of comitment that i have waited all my life for. i know she is out there. did i miss her. or ....have just not met her. guess ill find out.
i sit and listen to music here at the computer quite a bit. tonight i have enjoied a hit list of favorites. REM everybody hurts. ambrosia, your the only woman(a super fav). james taylor & jd souther, her town too(another super fav) jd souther also wrote for the eagles. willie nelson, always on my mind. i relax and think aout my life and loves. my ex, she isint a bad woman, just not right for me. i am ok with this. ready to move on. looking for the quality the level of comitment that i have waited all my life for. i know she is out there. did i miss her. or ....have just not met her. guess ill find out.
posted by Marc at 11:00 PM
3 Comments:
"What a very special time for me...what a lady, what a night" Oh yeah, it is in my head now!
Also love the musical selections.
Isn't it sad when some of our "regulars" at the hospital pass on? Never thought we'd miss some of them, but it is rather bittersweet.
About your ex..*ehm...*
She may not be a bad person, but she is making bad decisions and trying to find herself in all the wrong places. She needs to be happy w/herself instead of having to seek happiness in attention from guys.
imo--(which counts for nothing.) well, enough about that.
The NEw Walmart is AWESOME!! Is it bad to be this excited about a walmart??? BUt they have Ben & Jerry's!!
your right about the ex. but , hey what are you conna do. she needs to make her own way, and her own mistakes. i just hope that we can keep things civil. im sure we will. i am ready for the next phase, the right someone. the "right" relationship.
i cant make myself do too much shopping in the cd section @ walmart. not with the internet around. wupps.
dsl to the rescue.
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