Thats My Boy!!!

here in mcghee again. seems like my trips over here are closer and closer. they stay 2 weeks apart, but i do feel like im living in fast forward. i recently got a new chair in my apartment. my son and i sat in it together, and he also sat in the old chair. we were there, just the two of us. there is something very fulfilling about that. i remember when i was married last that my happiest times were at home. it was the HOME part. Whether my ex was there or not, home was watching tv or working on the pc or sleeping. i really enjoyed the kids coming in and out of the room and talking with them and so on. my son and i are trying to get this back. Whether it is with the othe kids in the house or just the two of us. caden brought it up the other night. he said " we are a happy family are we daddy" and i just couldnt believe it. i was thinking that very thing at that very time. thats my boy!!! this came at a great time i am having a hard time with the whole love thing. i really needed that kind of reassuring honesty and plain straight talk. leave it to a child to cut through the red tape and all of the complication of adult life and speak to me. thank god for my son. he is a brilliant light with many vibrant colors shining throughout my life, illuminating and coloring my world. what a great kid.