Not Just Not...

i just havent been in the mood to do anything this weekend. i am here im mcgehee, doing this thing. i think i am burning out. i dont seem to have much fire for anything. the only thing i really want to do is get my kids and go home. i should say of the few things a have the ability to do . i would really like to go out on a date or have someone to umm....well....share a....a date.hee hee. tess if your reading i love you dont read that last part. lol i do have women i could "go out" with but some how that just dosent seem to be enough. i am looking for a good relationship (arent we all) no drama, no bullshit. there is always some getting to know you stuff, i know that but, i am a nice guy with plenty to offer and i want that in return. a nice girl with a stable mind and a purpose. funny, cool, like movies and music , who likes to talk and laugh, who dosent have a problem with holding up the guy( sometimes) who holds up my world. i will find her, and when i do i cant wait for us to lean or each other. partners. ahh as long as i just keep the faith right? and now turning to other news........ lotsa sick ppl latley. i have to say that with 99% of these ppl i leave it with them at the time clock. i did, however, wonder about one of my patients. very sick but getting better. i hope she does get better. i hope all of my past patients get better but i thought of this one in particular. well i have lots of paper work to finish before i go to bed. gotta get up and got to work at home tomarrow morning. one hospital or the other right. its a living.